Wednesday, April 1, 2009







I don't wanna smoke. Reason #1 I can't smoke in the store when I go and buy Philip's soccer supplies for the first time.


I wanted something to do with my hands, so I am making new moccasins for me. Derek said my toes were adorable in the pic, which makes me all fuzzy-hearted.















But I worry I won't notice things like I used to while smoking. I would see details and oddities people in the car didn't notice. My brain has quit working worth beans, and I wonder if I will ever notice things like this again...Okay my camera phone sucks, but it is a new paper tag with the date of purchase written in big block letters "022909" I would have jumped out and taken a better pic, but the gangstas in the 'burb scared me a little. You cannot have a leap year if it is an odd year. Gotta be even year, folks.





But on a happy note, Philip learned how to identify my pirate-ship art, and he can tell me how to spell "Pirate" neato, eh? You probaby disagree, but he insists it spells "Pirate!" Stick to your guns, buddy!











On a happy note, while I was purchasing soccer supplies, I noted an intersting Item. For 299$ this can be mine.
I could buy this with the money I save from not smoking in 5 weeks!! Can you imagine? Bliss in a box, with a convienent carry bag! I could whirlpool at a CAMPSITE! Oh Holy Moley. If I wanted, I can do this in my Livingroom! This little box is God's way of letting me know he loves me. And he doesnt want me to smoke. Even though I have given up 1. drugs (soooo fun) 2. Alcohol (favorite social lube) 3. sex (I only see Derek about every 6 weeks) 4. Music (no babysitters for concerts, yo) and now, 5. Nicotine. If the doc says caffiene is gonna kill me, I will simply buy a burial plot because I cannot give up coffee. Period.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

I dunno if I wanna run, hide, shit, smoke or scream. Egads. I am a nonsmoker. I guess I will hide. I may also try to drown out my head with girlscout cookies. maybe I will nap. How come the bobbypins you buy today weigh half as much as the old ones? Why am I thinking about pincurls? I do realize it would take like 6 years to pincurl my hair. I have hair past my waist. I don't like the drama my x creates so when he calls I think I'll ugly ignore the phone. I don't want another hysterical fit or anything.

I quit Smoking today.

I am either gonna get healthy or get really fat.

Random Thoughts: What happened to colored toilet paper? My grandparents always had pink TP and it looked great in their pink-and-black bathroom.

Holy cow I finally got a blog. I wonder if I will use it? I miss smoking already and it is only 9am. Christ.