I dunno if I wanna run, hide, shit, smoke or scream. Egads. I am a nonsmoker. I guess I will hide. I may also try to drown out my head with girlscout cookies. maybe I will nap. How come the bobbypins you buy today weigh half as much as the old ones? Why am I thinking about pincurls? I do realize it would take like 6 years to pincurl my hair. I have hair past my waist. I don't like the drama my x creates so when he calls I think I'll ugly ignore the phone. I don't want another hysterical fit or anything.

I quit Smoking today.

I am either gonna get healthy or get really fat.

Random Thoughts: What happened to colored toilet paper? My grandparents always had pink TP and it looked great in their pink-and-black bathroom.

Holy cow I finally got a blog. I wonder if I will use it? I miss smoking already and it is only 9am. Christ.